God is this a test?

I know You know I am struggling right now. A lot.

You.

i turned it in.
nothing more i can do but to just wait.
leaving everything up to You.
praying/hoping for the best.

CM on my mind.

i miss the CM kids/CM so much. when i went back to Bethany this past weekend, i made sure i stopped by the CM room to revisit the CM kids + teachers + JDSN. i LOVED the big hugs i received from the kids and hearing 'Ms. Sue!!'. they don't know how much they mean to me. every single one of them.